NiCoLeTa E. {Addicted To Books}'s Reviews > Fear Us

***4,5 "HONEY, I'M HOME!!!" for Keenan and Sheldon***



Wow!!! This series became my addiction and i couldn't stop reading!!!
I need more and more of all those guys!!!

They are batshit crazy, they are having some serious issues, they are having lots of dangerous, even lethal problems, but i love them... All of them!!!
But my obsession is focused especially on Keiran and his Lake and i was so glad that we saw him a lot in this book!!!

(Sorry, but i have possessive feelings toward Keiran!!! Don't judge!!!)
But that you have already realized it, so i will skip my praises to this dangerous asshole and i will talk to you about this one (asshole!!!)... Keenan!!! And my poor Sheldon!!!



We went 4 years forward and everything had change...
Keenan is no longer in Six Folks, he had runaway and he left behind everything that was hurting him.
His brother, his friends, the love of his life...

Sheldon had stayed behind and she is trying to live her life without him. She is about to graduated from college and she is trying to focus in her after school "love of her life".

Keiran and Lake are near to her, as Dash too, even though that he had changed a lot...
And Willow is nowhere around!!! Damn! Can i say more???


All this time, Keiran never stopped trying to find his brother and he won't rest until he succeed it!

That perspective scares Sheldon. She never stop loving him, even though she tried really hard, but she doesn't want him back in her life...

But Keiran is an insisted motherfucher, so after 4 years, he is finding him and he is bringing him home...
At the same time, something bad happened to Sheldon and she lost someone very important to her...
Now, she had to fought her desperate loss and to face her ex-boyfriend who is back and demand things...


"A huge, frightened part of me hoped he had changed his mind, gave up, and went back to whatever hole he crawled out of—or knowing Keiran, he had been forcefully persuaded from hiding.
The knowledge reminded me that Keenan’s being here was his fault anyway. If he hadn’t insisted on finding him, I wouldn’t be so terrified of myself.
Only angry was more like it because despite what my mouth said, my heart still beat for him. I knew it the moment I laid eyes on him again—that everything about us may have changed, but my feelings remained.
The thought of him still owning any part of me was enough to drive me insane.
I felt as if I were dying inside but living again at the same time.
But I was no longer a naïve teenager... and I’d been through too much to give in again."

Keenan was a lighthearted teenager. He was cracking jokes all the time, he was charming and easygoing, but he had some abandoned issues, that were focused on his parents. He was in love with Sheldon and they were so good together, but that fact didn't make him to not cheat on her all the time.
And for that fact, i didn't like him very much in the first book.

His soul totally destroyed when he found out that Keiran wasn't his cousin, but his brother and that he was responsible for their mother's disappearance. Except from that, he almost got killed and his girlfriend never showed up in the hospital (He thought that, but we know that she did!!!) to be there for him when he needed her the most.


“Don’t blame me because you’re a coward. What was I supposed to do? Search all over the world? Turn over every rock you might have crawled under?”
“Yes,” I answered simply. “It’s what I would have done if you had run away—if you do run away.”
She planted her hands on her hips and regarded me coolly. “Is that a threat?”
I walked up to her until my chest was flush with hers. I gripped her chin gently and lifted her face so I could look into her eyes. “It’s a threat, a promise, a commitment, and a vow. Take it seriously, baby, because if you ever leave, I will find you, but I can’t promise you will survive it.”
“I miss the old you,” she whispered unexpectedly. The pain in her eyes was unmistakable.
“That’s too bad because he’s gone.” A broken heart couldn’t be mended.
“Forever?”
“Yeah, baby. Forever.”

Now, he is back and he is not the same guy anymore.
He had changed so much and he almost became like his brother.
He wants to make Sheldon to pay and he wants to make her his forever.

I don't know what to say about him, but he wasn't the Keenan that we used to know.
He was cruel, mean and possessive as hell.
And i can say that in some phases he was more cruel and rough than Keiran toward his woman.
(I think that all those guys are like cavemen, especially toward their women. In the books, i like it, but not so much in the real life!!!)
Keenan didn't hesistate to take whatever he wanted and he wanted Sheldon.


"We’ve spent enough time apart, and I promise you won’t live another day without me.” I heard the apparent threat and shivered from the cold promise. I found myself crying despite my promise not to weaken.
“You’re just like him.” It was terrifying how much like Keiran Keenan had become.
“I’m nothing like him. I’m much worse...”"

That poor girl tried to resist but how she could with this man???
She started to scare of him.

That man wasn't the boy that she used to love once upon a time.

"No matter how much he hated me, I had to remember that somewhere deep inside he was still Keenan.
My Keenan.
The Keenan who always had a ready joke and a loving touch.
Only… at this moment, here, together, he wasn’t my Keenan.
He was my ruination."

Their time together was difficult. They have both changed a lot and their lives had moved on...
Will they manage to be together again or their love is irreparable broken???


“Why do you keep looking at me like that?”
“Like what?”
“Like you’re searching for something.”
“Because I am.”
“And what are you searching for?”
“Him.”
“Him?”
“The boy I fell in love with.”
“Why would you do that?”
“Because I’ve wanted to tell him for a long time now that I still love him.”
My ears rang with the force of my heart pounding in my chest. I searched for sincerity or for a sign that it could still be a lie.
She still loved me?
No... Not me.
Him.

For once again, there was much agony and adventure. Their problems never stopped!!!
I really liked every single moment in the book, but i couldn't put more stars that i did to Keiran and Lake. Their story was above Keenan and Sheldon's!!!
What can i say??? Shoot me!!! I love MY asshole tormentor more!!!

Which reminds me that Keiran for once again was in big troubles and all of them they were fighting to rescue someone very valuable to all of them. I can't tell you who. You should find out by yourselves!!!

I also want to reffer to Kennedy, a new character of the book. I love that girl and it was a major plus to this book. I wasn't expecting her but i fell in love with her.

But no, i won't say anything more about her...

And now, i'm just dying to take some serious answers, and one of them is...
Where the hell is Willow???
I can't wait for her return and Dash's reaction to her!!!
Two more weeks!!! Damn!! It's too far away!!!


B.B. Reid, I want to say to you that your characters are bad... really bad!!!
But you succeeded to make us love them!!!
That's a talent, girl!!! Great job!!!