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252 pages, ebook
First published September 22, 2015
“It’s not you I don’t want,” I whispered. “It’s the emotional baggage I have to carry by being with you, and the fact that you slept with my teacher along with every girl in Six Forks.” “Fine.” He whirled around to face me. “I fucked her. I fucked her and many other faceless girls. I can’t tell you why when I can’t even remember their names.”
When I needed her most, she cast me aside.
I’m responsible for many wrongs in our relationship, but one thing I’d never done was abandon her. Fucking that teacher was one of the lowest points in my life, but the lowest was begging her to be with me.
“Now. Suck that pipe, Lacy. Make it feel good.” “But I could get sick,” she whined. “I simply don’t give a fuck. I gave you the chance to leave.” When she continued to hesitate, I lost the last bit of patience I had. “Do it or I make you, and I can’t guarantee you’ll still have all your teeth when I’m through.”
1. Keiran who got sold into slavery as a child to become an assassin by the time he's 18 and did all the nasty shit 18 years old nowadays are realistically doing.
2. Keiran wannabes who are trying to appear unhinged by doing all these tough and abusive things to their love interest to cover up their insecurities.
Somewhere out there, my daughter, whom I’d never met, was out there suffering because her mother didn’t protect her, and not only that, but she didn’t fight hard enough. She gave up.
“I bet the poor, insecure little boy inside you is grateful for my compliment even if the douche isn’t.” “Why do you refer to me as two different people? And I’m not insecure.” “Oh, but you are.” She fell silent for a moment before blurting out, “Is that why you’re such a slut?”
“Keiran should have never brought you back.” She whispered it so low. “No, he shouldn’t have, but he did, and I won’t be going anywhere, baby, so get used to me. I’m a different animal now… so don’t fuck with me.”
“I need to get out.” I backed away from the spray, feeling my skin prickle. The water now felt as if it were boiling. Steam rose and covered every inch of the shower until I could hardly see him. Suddenly, his hand appeared through the steam, oblivious to the hot temperature, and he pulled me back under the spray. “Keenan! It’s too hot.” “That’s because in two minutes the water will reach a scalding temperature causing first-degree burns to cover your skin. In four, you will suffer second-degree burns. Tell me who he is.”
“If I find out you are lying to me, I will make you pay, and you will never see her again.” “You can’t keep my daughter from me.” His hand flashed out to grip my ponytail, pulling my head back until my neck felt as if it would snap. “I can if you’re dead so think hard about who you really need to protect.”
“Condom,” she gasped when I began to enter her. It was amazing how wet and ready she already was. “No.”
“What?” Her right hand held onto the shelf so I rested mine on top of hers and slammed into her hard. “I said no.”
“Why did you do that to me?”
“Because you needed it.”
“I needed it? You think I needed to be locked in your trunk like a bag of groceries?”
“I meant you needed time alone to think. You were acting like a child so I treated you like one. Think of it as a timeout.”
“You son of a—”
“Finish that sentence, and I promise you’ll make the rest of the trip feeling worse than a bag of groceries.”
“You have no right to be upset. So what if I fucked him? I belong to him, Keenan. I don’t belong to you. I haven’t for four years… maybe I never did.” I choked on my last words when his hands closed around my throat. […] It wasn’t until my ankle banged against the railing that I realized I was dangling over the edge with only his strength and mercy to keep me from falling twenty stories. “Answer me,” he demanded. “Or I’ll make our daughter a motherless child.” Coldly, he made a show of releasing a hand from my neck. I was only held up by one.
“I ask you to fuck me after you threatened to do it anyway and you walk away?” Humiliation pinked her cheeks even as she stood before me with her head held high. “You didn’t ask, you begged, but fortunately for you, I got bored.”
“Tell me… how many women have you slept with since we’ve been apart? One a night? Two? Six?” “Zero.”
“I was filling a void created by my parents. I was invisible before you. I was unwanted and unloved. I lived that way until I found a way to fill it, even if they were only temporary fixes. I was an addict but not in the way that you think. I craved the attention and the intimacy I never had and was too stupid to realize the gift you gave me was far more precious. I wasn’t worthy of you, but you filled the void. And then, somehow, this image of my mother walking away from me forever became you. I was scared, Shelly. I was terrified that you would one day realize I was unworthy and leave so I found a way to fight the insecurity while holding on to you. It made me feel like I was in control, and that no matter what, someone would want me.”
“Sheldon Chambers, will you do me the honor of accepting my surrender to you and being my wife?”
“I’m going to be your first and your only everything.”
“I was struggling to find the words to unfuck this fucked up situation.”
"A broken love can still last forever so long as you carry the pieces close to your heart."
“Can you imagine how much it fucking hurt to feel as if each breath you took might be your last but always using the little you had to beg the one person who claimed to love you unconditionally just to be there? It fucked me up. But most of all, it changed me. And I hated her for it.”
"I hated him for everything he forced me though for love. In the end, what hurt the most was he got to be the one to leave and I was left holding the shattered pieces."
"The darkening part of my heart wanted to rip her apart and destroy her completely--and I would.
She had no idea what was coming."
"I'd stop her heart with my bare hands before I allow her to give it to anyone else."
**** 4 Owned, Broken & Fucked Up Stars ****
"A Broken Love Can Still Last Forever So Long As You Carry The Pieces Close To Your Heart."