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224 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2010
We wouldn't mention how glamorous it felt to say we were bored, and how in the dark we got chill bumps up and down our arms at the idea that this was life, and life smelled like peach carpet spray and cinnamon chewing gum and cheap-flavored wine, all backwashed up.
A lady walked by and Daddy's eyes lit up and he lurched off the stool and grabbed her elbow. The woman's hair looked fragile with bleach, her face pocked and her eyes lined in blue. She smiled at Daddy and I could see where she was missing one of her bottom teeth. Honey, he screamed, this my girlfriend Sewanee. The lady threw back her head and laughed like her throat was working metal against metal. Is that what we calling it now, she said when her head was righted. Daddy laughed and said, Yeah and it was obvious he hadn't heard what she said. This my child, he told the lady. She's sixteen today. Pleased to meet you, the lady said, holding out her hand like I should kiss the leathery knuckles. She leaned in, said Let me ask you, you a tough bitch yet? You made of chain mail yet? I could smell her cinnamon chewing gum and her powdery perfume. When I didn't answer she said You work on that. Work on getting mean, hear?
I walked to the bus stop on the corner, thinking about the scruffs on his shoes and how there was nothing on his walls and how if you're lonely and drunken I guess it makes sense that you'd be finding meanings everywhere your eyes fell and believing with your whole body in some hillbilly song about the greener side of the hill. But see then when the bus come I seen what Daddy meant about things at night looking different, to look at it the bus some kind of miracle box of light trundling toward me with an offering of strangers and a lungful of air conditioning and a bell I could ring any time I wanted to, to make it stop, but I guess that's not how no tough bitch would talk.