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289 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 11, 2014
"I know how it feels to be surrounded by darkness, Cricket. But don't you ever…ever let it consume you."
“People don't change, Axel. They simply take paths that lead them down roads which are sometimes damaging. It doesn't change who they are, it merely adds to it. You're there, somewhere, past all that darkness and brooding.”
I just want something. I want to be let in, just a tiny bit. I want to know what I did wrong. I want to know how I can fix what's broken. I want to know what the fuck happened to make you this monster? I just want to understand, just a tiny bit. I want so much, I don't even know where to start, but for some sick, strange reason, more than anything, I want you, Axel.
"I know how it feels to be surrounded by darkness Cricket. But don't you ever... ever let it consume you."
"I have nothing," trembling, I whisper a hollow, "There's just nothing left."
"There's always something left. You just have to fight to see it."
By day he's a monster, cold and deadly. I see nothing but a darkness when I look into his eyes.But by night, he's just a man desperately seeking something to fix the hurts that haunt him."
"Heroes are for the weak, Axel. If I escape, it will be all on me."
"You can't fix something that's as broken as me, and you sure as shit can't love it. I'm the meaning of damaged, and you're not putting me back together, so stop fuckin' tryin'. Just stop."
"You know, I figured something out today."
"And what is that?"
"That I'm in love with a self righteous pig who refuses to let me into his heart,
even though I've fully accepted the darkness there."
He's the kind of damaged most people would run a mile from,but for me, he's the reason I breathe.
Let me start by saying I have previously read Bella Jewel's Enslaved By The Ocean and really liked it. Buying this book was automatic for me. Unfortunately it wasn't worth the almost $4 it cost on Kindle. It's almost as if Ms.Jewel slapped this together or watched a bad episode of Sons of Anarchy and copied it.........well I guess that analogy doesn't work because I've never seen a bad episode of Sons.
So there was Axel...........
He had a thing for Meadow and she adored him even when she was a little girl and he was a man.
So Meadow has adored Axel since she was a little girl but then Axel disappeared. Whatever happened while he was gone changed him and let me tell you when he came home he was just ......
Did I forget to mention that he blew Meadow's dad's head off? Oh yeah .......Not even joking!
But Meadow was just like.......
Then I was like......
So in case you didn't get a clue with the pictures the sex in this book is weird!! Weird ! Weird!
Not only that some of the story didn't make sense. Why would someone fall in love with the person that murdered their father in front of them? Wtf was going on with the whole Beast storyline? Why does he randomly decide to kidnap and torture Axel by giving him never ending blow jobs. Yeah I bet all men would think that is torture...........smh. I don't even have a gif for that because well that was just stupid!
Then we have the weird part where Axel comes walking up to Meadow out of the blue. Uhmmm did I miss something?
There were so many of these in this book........
I think the insertion of a USB drive into someone's vajayjay really qualified as one of those moments. Then that person walked around with it in their panties even after that just made me feel like taking a shower.
So what kept me reading this book even with the bad writing, really bad ending, and a USB transporting vagina? Hey at least the USB put on a condom before diving into her vagina.....
Yep those sappy love stories get me every time. So if you like MC books or you like damaged asshole men well this is right up your alley! Be forewarned this book has numerous scenes and talk of . If you are at all sensitive to this subject run the other way from this book.