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345 pages, Hardcover
First published October 11, 2022
✧.➛ “and everything about this moment is so lovely and so fragile in its loveliness that i’m almost afraid to hold it. afraid that the spell will break.”
✧.➛ “i’ve spent my whole life longing to be seen, but i’ve also come to realize that when people look too closely, they inevitably notice the ugly parts too, like how the tiny cracks on a polished vase only become visible under scrutiny.”
✧.➛“yes, is the obvious answer. i do hate you. i hate everything about you. i hate you so much that whenever i’m around you, i can barely think straight. i can barely even breathe.”
✧.➛“the neglected ones, the unlucky ones, the ones who want more than they've been give. the ones who have to crawl and scrape and fight their way up from the very bottom, who have to game a system designed for them to lose. always the first to be punished and blamed when things go wrong. always the last to be seen, to be saved.”
“i’d rather be the villain who lives to the end than the hero who winds up dead.”
“i do hate you. i hate everything about you. i hate you so much that whenever i’m around you, i can barely think straight. i can barely even breathe.”
“i didn’t know you had such a praise kink.”
“Do you seriously hate me?”
Yes, is the obvious answer. I do hate you. I hate everything about you. I hate you so much that whenever I’m around you, I can barely think straight. I can barely even breathe.
“But here’s the thing about living in a place full of people who don’t look like you—whenever shit like this happens, you can’t help but wonder if you’ve been singled out for a reason.”
“I’d rather be the villain who lives to the end than the hero who winds up dead.”
“I’d rather be the villain who lives to the end than the hero who winds up dead.”
“You think that just because you’re all smart and wealthy and attractive you can just do whatever the hell you want—”
“Wait.” Something shifts in the black depths of his eyes. “You think I’m attractive?”
“You’ll become the head of the number one tech start-up in all of China, and I’ll be a renowned, award-winning journalist or English professor. Together, we’ll—”
“Be the nation’s greatest power couple?” he offers.
“I was going to say conquer the world,” I admit. “But sure. I guess we can start small.”
“And while it’s important to know how to fight your way to the top... It’s always nice when there are others to help lift us up, don’t you think?”
.𓍢ִ໋ “i hate everything about you. i hate you so much that whenever i'm around you, i can barely think straight. i can barely even breathe.”
.𓍢ִ໋ “who the hell works this early in the morning? and who the hell looks this good doing it?”
.𓍢ִ໋ “but for the first time, i hate the distance between us.”⋆.˚ ʚ characters: ɞ ˚ ⋆
.𓍢ִ໋ “it's incredible how fast i can vacillate between wanting to kiss this guy and kill him.”
⊹ she looks how he believes art should look like, the kind of beautiful that makes you feel something, that presses your heart too tight against your ribcage.
⊹ ... and he knows she would not hesitate to ruin him. the problem is if she were only to smile at him, he would let her.
⊹ it is a competition between only the two of them, just the way he likes it.
⊹ alice, the source of his richest, most indispensable memories...
🧷 ₊⊹ # “i would rather spend the rest of this train ride fighting with him than let him be alone with his thoughts and fears again.”
🧷 ₊⊹ # “i hate everything about you. i hate you so much that whenever i'm around you, i can barely think straight. i can barely even breathe.”
⊹ "wait. we hate each other?"
⊹ "if i'm not swimming as hard as i can, feet trashing at the waves, i'm drowning."
⊹ i sneak a peak at his spotify playlist... only to find Taylor Swift's latest album playing...
⊹ "for one of the most intelligent people I’ve ever met, you can really be quite oblivious sometimes."
⊹ "to live well, you must learn to see yourself first."
“𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝓇𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓉𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓂𝑜𝓈���� 𝒶𝒻𝓇𝒶𝒾𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒾𝓉. 𝒶𝒻𝓇𝒶𝒾𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓀.”
“together, we’ll–”
“be the nation’s greatest power couple?” he offers.
“i was going to say conquer the world,” i admit. “but sure. i guess we can start small.”