A House in the Sky Quotes

“In my mind, I built stairways. At the end of the stairways, I imagined rooms. These were high, airy places with big windows and a cool breeze moving through. I imagined one room opening brightly onto another room until I'd built a house, a place with hallways and more staircases. I built many houses, one after another, and those gave rise to a city -- a calm, sparkling city near the ocean, a place like Vancouver. I put myself there, and that's where I lived, in the wide-open sky of my mind. I made friends and read books and went running on a footpath in a jewel-green park along the harbour. I ate pancakes drizzled in syrup and took baths and watched sunlight pour through trees. This wasn't longing, and it wasn't insanity. It was relief. It got me through.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“By concentrating on what I was grateful for, I was able to stave off despair.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“I, too, was carrying around my own fate. All the things I couldn't know sat somewhere inside, embroidered into me-maybe not quite fixed to the point of inevitability but waiting, in any event, for a chance to unspool.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“Because that’s the thing about the exact moment when you get somewhere that has required effort: There’s a freeze-frame instant of total fulfillment, when every expectation has been met and the world is perfect.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“It's only your body that's suffering, and you are not your body. The rest of you is fine.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“I've realized that the world is, in essence, full of banana peels - loaded with things that may unwittingly trip an internal wire in my mind, opening a floodgate of fears without warning.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“Nothing had changed and so had everything.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“It was a lesson the world had already taught me and was teaching me still. You don't know what's possible until you actually see it.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“Something happens when you are alone most of the time, when there are no distractions. Your mind grows more powerful--muscular, even. It takes over and starts to carry you.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“It is an obvious fact that you can never look ahead with clarity at your own future or anybody else's. You can't know what will happen until it happens. Or maybe it dawns on you the split second before, when you get a glimpse of your own fate.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“What was reckless, I decided, was the way people were writing off huge swaths of the world as unsafe, unstable, unfriendly, when all they needed to do was go and see for themselves”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“With this breath, I choose peace. With this breath, I choose freedom.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“Travel was good for my anxious soul. Which is not to say that I relaxed completely. When”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“In my version of paradise, the air was always cold and the rivers ran with candy.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“The funny thing about National Geographic was that it told the same sort of elemental story every time—featuring whatever was lost or unexplored, mystical or wild. You’re here, the magazine seemed to say, and we’re there. It was not meant to be a taunt, more like a small flag planted on behalf of the stay-at-homers.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“We all waited on an afterlife. Only I planned to be alive for mine.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“One thing about Islam is that paradise always beckons. Life is oriented toward the afterlife. Whatever pleasures you miss out on in this world, whatever comfort or richness or beauty is absent from your days and years, you will find it upon entering paradise, where pain, grit, and war disappear altogether.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“Jihad,” in Arabic, means “the struggle.” There are two types in Islam, the greater and the lesser. Both are seen as noble. The greater jihad is inward, the lifelong striving of any Muslim to be a better person, to ward off temptation and desire, to maintain faith. The lesser jihad is outward and communal and violent when called for—the struggle to defend and assert that faith.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“What you imagined about a place was always somewhat different from what you discovered once you got there: In every country, in every city, on every block, you’d find parents who loved their kids, neighbors who looked after one another, children ready to play.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“I'd spent my life believing that people were, at heart, kind and good. This was what the world had shown me. [...] If humans could be this monstrous, maybe I'd had everything wrong. If thid was the world, I didn't want to live in it. That was the scariest and most disabling thought of all,”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“I was a part of the propaganda machine. I realized this right away. As Enas and I drove around with a cameraman, reporting stories on street children, wounded civilians, and cease-fires that didn’t cease anything, Mr. Nadjafi collected my footage and edited it in ways that cast American troops and American policy in the worst possible light. He rewrote my scripts so that any mention of the war would be described as “the American-led invasion” or “the American-led occupation.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“alone,”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“After almost seven months in Baghdad, I set my sights on Somalia. The reasons to do it seemed straightforward. Somalia was a mess. There were stories there—a raging war, an impending famine, religious extremists, and a culture that had been largely shut out of sight. I understood that it was a hostile, dangerous place and few reporters dared go there. The truth was, I was glad for the lack of competition. I figured I could make a short visit and report from the edges of disaster. I’d do stories that mattered, that moved people—stories that would sell to the big networks. Then I’d move on to even bigger things.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“lightly, “maybe two.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“hope. I stood on my toes until my”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“straight. We said very little to”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“I spent about two weeks there, volunteering at one of Mother Teresa’s charities, working the morning shift in the women’s wing of the Kalighat Home for the Sick and Dying Destitutes, delivering tea and giving sponge baths to patients with tuberculosis, malaria, dysentery, AIDS, and cancer, sometimes in combination.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“I did not mention that my father was home with his gay lover and that I was in Bangladesh on vacation from my job serving alcohol to unmarried young people who went out at night, largely looking to get laid.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“We would never be a close family, exactly, but we loved one another in a certain fierce way.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky

“Donald repeated the words in English. “It was you,” he said. “This was your plan.” In their minds, it was all my doing. I was, as I’d always been to them, the evil and untrustworthy woman.”
― Amanda Lindhout, A House in the Sky