Veronica of V's Reads's Reviews > Listen

Nick Horner is a widowed gay man, still mourning his late-husband Danny going on 6 years now. They had a daughter, Hannah, via surrogacy, and later adopted two orphaned brothers, Mason and Caleb. Danny was a stay-at-home dad while Nick did investigative reporting, selling his stories for big sums. Anyway, it Nick a long time to get beyond his depression and grief, and be a solid father to his children, after Danny's death. He's just sold his interest in his production company, and is committed to building the bigger family Danny always wanted, beginning with adopting Teegan, a deaf toddler in foster care. Nick is committed to ensuring Teegan will thrive in their family, but he's struggling to learn sign language. He reaches out to his children's school to see if they have any discreet resources, after an online "educator" tried to blackmail him. Nick's so committed to being the best dad he can to all his kids--including Teegan--that he's willing to seek the help of Elliot Curtis--the only man to turn his head since Danny's passing.


Elliot Curtis is an English teacher at St. Josephs elite private school for the wealthy and privileged. He taught Nick's daughter Hannah a couple of years back, and is still stinging from the problem he had convincing Nick (at first) to get evaluations and services for Hannah, who he suspected had ADHD. Well, that and the big one-sided crush he had on Nick, fueled by an unexpected kiss Nick gave him two years ago. But that's all in the past, right? Now, Elliot is being tasked to assist Nick learn ASL so he can better communicate with the young girl he hopes to adopt. Elliot, a Child of Deaf Adults (CODA), is convinced that Nick's adoption of Teegan is just some sort of publicity stunt, and he's dead set against facilitating this, but his side project, a safe space for Deaf children and families to congregate and learn, could use the hefty donation Nick will make, in return for Elliot's help.

This book seemed to start as a twist on an enemies-to-lovers type of romance, but without any solid enmity. Nick is embarrassed to be attracted to Elliot, as if he's disrespecting Danny's legacy to find another man attractive, and he's mortified about how he acted on that attraction. Elliot is frustrated to still find Nick honorable and sexy, even after their confrontation over Hannah's needs. Teegan is at the heart of their current situation. Elliot knows first-hand the challenges that persons in the Deaf community face. Can Nick actually provide a loving and supportive family? Should Elliot interfere with the adoption, if he thinks Nick won't be a good parent? It's not like many Deaf people are looking to adopt. 

Elliot and Nick have a lot of history to uncover and rehash, but their inconvenient attraction brings more struggle to the situation. I loved how patient Elliot was, teaching Nick ASL, but also more about how to navigate the Deaf community. And Nick's so vulnerable and open, with Elliot, but also with his children. He's a committed parent, and is willing to do the work to make himself a better person--having years of therapy supporting this mission. It's a tender romance, with Elliot bringing out the best in Nick, with the kids being overjoyed at the dad's new happiness, and with Teegan finding a forever home with a big family that will love and support her. Expect a bit of drama with the birth mom, and a scam artist hoping to profit off Nick's good will. Other than that, there isn't too much angst. I loved how Nick's happy ending began with a new beginning, and laying to rest his ghosts. Very sweet.