trying of fine a book (his mother sends him to go stay with his uncle on his farm for the summer, the first day he is there he got into an argument with his uncle, and he went for a walk and end up at a lake where he saw a boy swimming naked i think he jacked off i don't remember and he run away after going back to his uncle he saw the same boy and found out that the uncles girlfriend and the boy are family., after he doesn't know what to do because he always thought he was straight and then this boy com and messes up ever thing in his head.
the boy carried him a go meet his friend and he got mad because he is flirting with another boy) that all I can remember I really want to find this book