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386 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 20, 2020
1) Silver didn’t deserve that. she was a bitch but so was everyone else. so if she “deserved” it, everyone else deserved a punch to the face too.
🚨*spoilers next for anyone who cares*🚨
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2) Silver was pregnant. Elsa was trying to kick her in the abdomen. granted she didn’t know Silver was pregnant, no one did but Silver herself, but did it give her the right to do that?? hell to the fucking NO.
3) Silver doesn’t fight back which felt out of character for her. but again, she was pregnant, so she was more concerned about protecting her stomach than herself.
4) this one is the main issue that fucked with my head and ruined Cole’s character for me— him orchestrating Elsa attacking Silver to what? to teach Silver a lesson to constantly obey him? idk what his end goal was. but he stood there, watching and smirking like a little shit while she was on the ground pregnant with his child.
“Did you… I mean, were you pregnant when Elsa beat you that time?”
The memory of that fear of being alone and not being able to protect my baby assaults me. I nod.
“I’m so sorry, Silver. I wouldn’t have stood still if I knew. I would’ve protected you.”
“Silver’s not only chaos, she’s also a goddess. The type everyone can watch from afar, but I’m the only one who gets to worship at her altar.”
“Here’s the thing, Butterfly, I can’t stop.”
“Why not?”
“Because you’re my chaos, and I can’t survive without chaos.”
“I’m chaos?”
“The worst of all. The most beautiful of all. And you know what? You might as well be the deadliest.”
She leans in to whisper, “You don’t know what I’m feeling right now, but I’m going to make you regret it.”
“Well, here’s the thing, Butterfly.” He leans over and brushes his lips against my nose. “I don’t mind self-destructing if it’s with you.”
“I hate you,” I murmur.
He pulls on my hair and kisses my nose. “Sure thing, Butterfly. As long as it lets you sleep at night.”
“I want to be your first.”
“My first in what?”
My thumb wipes the moisture under her eyes. “In everything, Butterfly.”
“Then I want your firsts, too.” She juts her chin.
“Promise me.”
“Promise.”
“Go home, Silver.” I barge in front of him, wrap my arms around his waist, and rest my head against his chest, breathing in his scent. “What are you doing?” he asks without hugging me back. “You told me to go home. You’re my home, Cole.”
“We’re kinky, we’re dorks, we’re nerds. Or, rather, Cole is. We’re in love. We’re happy.”
"I’ve always thought sleep is a waste of time. Why sleep when you can read?"
When the book boy reads>>>>>>>>
We’re bigger than the world, he and I. They’re not ready for us.
my jaw is on the fucking floor for 2 reasons:
1. the identity of the master doll????? RINA I DIDN’T SEE IT COMING!
2. silver and cole are just perfection
3. the second epilogue with eli and ava was EVERYTHING.
ops. i said 2 and wrote 3 but cmon!!!
cole is my fav mmc of the series. i’d been right all along! he’s mysterious and has lots of secrets, and i’m goner for mysterious guys. he reads! if this isn’t enough to label him as perfect, idk what would.
he has a complicated mind which i’d been trying to figure it out since our first meeting. i love complicated characters; i love to get to know them slowly and step by step. it’s what makes me fall in love with them. cole is also manipulative, and that’s why he gets along with aiden. however, they similar personalities are the reason why they create mess after mess. nobody is safe when cole is plotting something. especially not silver. he likes chaos and is addicted to adrenaline. he likes playing with ppl and win every time. he’s controlled, calm and pragmatic. he doesn’t act without thinking, he plots and strikes to win. he’s the most unbothered person on earth. well, at least not when it comes to silver.
he’s obsessed with books. he reads all the time and even tho i don’t understand his tastes about reading, i relate to him a lot. i tend to escape reality with books and i love characters who like to read. cole is the next step bc he rereads books till he memorizes them word by word. i find it fascinating.
he’s also very charming– i mean, if i’d been silver, i wouldn’t be able to resist him for two minutes.
he reads a lot: SOLD.
he reads to her her smutty books before sleeping: SOLD.
he memorized everything about her: SOLD.
he saved his firsts for her: SOLD.
he buys her snickers bc he knows she loves them: SOLD.
he goes to her safe place to confort her: SOLD.
he calls her butterfly and buys her a necklace with one on it: SOLD.
he’s jealous: SOLD.
name one thing about cole and i’m fucking sold. it’s true when they say the calm ones are always the wildest…
Cole thrives on games and he’s been playing them for years. He likes to think everyone is a piece on his chessboard and that he can control their fate.
That’s the thing about Silver. Her happiness is visible to the entire world through her social media and her hashtags, but her misery is only for herself.
“Daddy.” Eli tugs on Aiden’s trousers, awe filling his features. “She’s so pretty.”[…] Aiden lifts his six-year-old son so that he can kiss Ava. He goes straight for the mouth. Silver and Elsa laugh. I glare at Aiden. “Keep your son away from my daughter. Far away.”[…] “Don’t listen to your Uncle Cole, Eli. If you want his daughter, go for it. I’ll support you.”
I don’t like boys in general. They act like pigs, are annoying, and don’t let others be at peace.
It’s one of her most admirable qualities. It’s like she can climb a mountain, then destroy it if she puts her mind to it. I’m that mountain in her life right now.
I’ve always thought sleep is a waste of time. Why sleep when you can read?
Do I have anti-social behaviour? Do I want to hurt people? The answer to the latter is no. I don’t care about people enough to want to hurt them.
Beautiful. He thinks my skin is beautiful. Ugh, brain, seriously? His hand is sneaking up my thigh and all I can think about is that?
“Just stop, Cole.”
He drapes a hand around my nape and pulls me over so our foreheads connect. I gulp in harsh intakes of air, breathing him in with every inhale. “Here’s the thing, Butterfly, I can’t stop.” “Why not?” “Because you’re my chaos, and I can’t survive without chaos.”
“I’m chaos?”
“The worst of all. The most beautiful of all. And you know what? You might as well be the deadliest.”
When he’s in front of me, he places two fingers under my chin and lifts it up. “You’re my first.”
“And last,” I speak before I even realise it. It’s out now; I’m not taking it back.
“I was actually picturing eating you instead of the food we ordered.”
“Silver and Cole sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G!”
She’s not supposed to be my calm. And yet, when her head falls on my back and her warmth mingles with mine, I realise she’s the only calm I’ve ever had in my life. Even books don’t compare—and that says something.
“They weren’t you, Butterfly. No one is you.”
5/5 Chaotic Stars!!
She ruined it. She ruined everything. She killed the small living part in my chest, and now,I’ll kill her in return.
"Word of advice, never give me your back.” In a second, he’s behind me, his hot breaths tickling my skin. “I’ll take it as an opening to attack.”
“Silver, mon amour, your tits are beautiful but not beautiful enough to have me cause damage to Ron Astor the Second.”
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“Yo,” Ronan’s stoned voice comes from the door. “The fuck? You have a threesome and I’m not invited?”
“Show me your titties,” Cole says out of freaking nowhere.
My eyes widen so hard and I swallow as if that will somehow erase what I’ve heard.
His face remains neutral, even though his lips twitch as if to smile — or smirk.
“N-no!” I cross my hands over my chest.
I can go to an Eastern European country and live there alone forever. I can go to Finland. They have the most beautiful landscape I’ve ever seen.