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378 pages, ebook
First published August 4, 2017
⋰⋱⋰⋱⋰⋱*Second chance at love* ⋰⋱⋰⋱⋰⋱
“You know, Jay, when I was little my best friend’s mom always told me, ‘When someone shows you who they are, believe them.’”
“West doesn’t need protecting, Blake. You do. From yourself. You despise your uncle. Why are you letting him be your internal voice? Let West be your voice until you can hear your own again. Trust him. He won’t let you down.”
I would be his if he would have me, but something’s changed. I don’t think we want the same thing.
Being away from West the last ten years has been like walking around with my arm cut off. Being in the same room as him and still feeling like I might as well be on the other side of the world, is torture.
I make a living preparing for the unexpected. But this kind of unexpected is just…unexpected.
I can’t deny I felt something just now. He was hard and it turned me on. Scratch that, it turned me the fuck on.
Unexpected.
I’ve never been attracted to a man before. So am I attracted to West? To men? Does that make me gay?
Unexpected.
I’m hard.
Completely unexpected.
“You can’t really love something that can’t love you back.”
“He deserves someone who can give him their heart. Not someone who has no heart to give.”
“…how can I admit to him that the best friend he had is gone? How do I explain to him the monster I had become?”
“I wonder if people realize all-consuming love shouldn’t devour your light, it should reflect it, make it shine brighter.”
“…I can’t be the only one to fight for us. He has to want this. I can’t want it for him. I won’t force him to be with me. Without a doubt I love him, but I love myself too.”