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284 pages
First published January 1, 1986
It seemed to her sometime, to her own surprise, that she has within herself a strange instrument that somehow resonated improperly, like a cracked fiddle. Perhaps, she was wont to think many years later when she was already a very old woman, perhaps that fiddle of hers had cracked precisely during the war, on the night she spent in the cell on Szucha Avenue, or even earlier, in the summer of 1938, when she had learned that her husband, Dr.Ignacy Seidenman, had just died. Something in that instrument sounded false, and Irma knew it, because she had a very musical existential sense. When she brushed her gray, slightly dirty-looking hair (it often happens to light blond hair with age) and looked at her wrinkled face in the mirror, sitting in a pretty, sunny room near the Avenue de la Motte-Picquet or when she looked through the newspapers on the terrace of a café near Avenue Bosquet, where nearly every day she drank a citron pressé, a lonely old Jewish woman on the streets of Paris. (101)
Here was the center of the earth; through here passed the axis of the universe. Not only because the careening, frenzied wagon of fate on which Henryczek Fichtelbaum was heading toward extinction had paused here, not only because Henryczek was here, with his newly awakened hope. Here was the center of the earth, the axis of the universe, because here God Himself had established the core of creation, had placed His index finger centuries ago and with it had drawn the circle encompassing all meaning of human lives. Here, where the blue flame from the gas stove roared once, flowed the stream at which a Tatar mercenary watered his horses; here ran the track along which a gangster with a tether around his neck went into Polish captivity, and on both side of the track Jewish and German merchants set up their stalls. Here and nowhere else on the whole earth Sabbath candles were reflected with a faint yellow glow on the sheath of a Russian sword, and Polish hands broke a communion wafer in the shadow of a Prussian Christmas tree. (37)