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272 pages, Hardcover
First published September 5, 2023
Ben ran Circles for a while. Restorative justice, they called it. Another rip-off of an old way. The concept was simple. You sit a bunch of people in a circle — everyone who hurt, everyone who got hurt, all affected — and let them share. They talk about themselves, say about how they have changed, how their lives are after this thing that happened. People who harmed others got to hear how they hurt, who they hurt, how bad it was. Those who were victimized got to hear what the people who hurt them were like, where they came from, what made them do what they did, that they’re really people. Some people, it helped them heal, for sure.
I feel like I’ve been waiting for my sister to get out of prison my whole life, and now that it’s here I don’t want it. It’s not fair. Not for Phoenix, who has waited for this, not for me, who has managed to build up this new life, one I never thought I could ever even have, just to lose it all in not even a year. I didn’t know lives like this existed.
Her book is the third of a planned trilogy. Hardest of all. For some reason she made up a bunch of new characters, stupidest thing she could have done. The world she made broken wide open, scattered about, with no idea what to do with it all. Endings are the worst.
He didn’t know how to be a man, not really, not a good one. Not one who took care of people or loved people, and loved himself. No one around him remembered enough of the Teachings to teach him that he was valuable. That everyone together makes this beautiful Circle and each one of us is so precious and important. No one around him even knew any of that, and everyone else seemed to treat him like he was vermin. Less than vermin. Vermin at least get a role in the world. He never got a role. He thought it was something he had done wrong. That’s the worst thing of colonialization, worst in a long, long list of the atrocities and numerous genocides, that it got into their minds and hearts. All those young people who were supposed to be leading, doing, being a part were instead thinking they were wrong. Instead of feeling good about themselves, they believed those lies. So many still believe, like he did, what they said about them, and forgot, because that was taken from them too, how it was supposed to be.