"why? why dose he loves you and not me? i know him even before you do. so why?" "I am sorry Sakura. but I can't help it. I love him so much" hahaha even my own daughter thinks I am not her mother and prefers to stay with them. not even a single person understands me. I don't even know where my parents are. I send them several letters but not even a single reply i got from them. now that I think of it all my life I never lived for myself and how alone I actually am. "if God gives me another…
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