rain washes dirt
from feet of our conscience
it rinses off paths
paved with transgressions
rain gives us a moment
apparently clean
or sometimes an hour
to reckon a deeper set stain
but rain’s not enough
to clean slates
it requires a flood
to destroy our destructions
Cleansing
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grandma’s kitchen
immaculate white
painted cupboards
and wainscoting
dangling my little
boy legs from her
oversized praying
chair under the
lachrymose gaze
of an heirloom
carved crucifix
crackle-glazed dish
of fine faience
at rest on my lap
water filling its low
shallow purposeful
bowl as she spoons
on its surface a
single gold drop
holy chrism oil
watching the shape
of its motion for signs
of insidious evil eye
known in my clan
as malocchio
whether by doom or
design may have
glanced at me
staining my inchoate
soul with misfortune
she softly incants
that most magical
ancient arrangement
of words whose
prescription dispels
the dread curse
then reciting our
prayers in a song of
duet grandma lays
devout thumbs to my
brow makes the ritual
sign of the cross
and I know in my heart
I am once again safe
and re-purified
(This comes from my last lingering memory of my maternal grandmother, Maria Gaetana Scarlatelli DeTore, who passed when I was but a lad of six years old. She was a saintly sweet bulldog, steeped in her Roman Catholic faith and the cultural traditions and superstitions of her native Italian village. A most beloved and relentless guardian of the souls of her very large brood of children and grandchildren.)
stand in the rain
brave the storm
wash the guilt
of indifference
before it sets
permanent stain
take clean-handed
hold of opinion
adopt a position or
suffer the pangs of
dead conscience
in face of events
intellectual mayhem
gone out of control
because too many
moribund minds
prefer comfort of
sleep to the hard
pensive business
of outsmarting
vicious iniquity
a place to get shed
of an unclean world
drop the boots
that have slogged
through iniquity
strip the slicker
still dripping with
brazen deceit
peel the gloves
bloodied black
from fending off
malice and mayhem
a vestibule chapel
a cleansing place
meant for a private
few moments to
regather dignity
ready to reenter
unspoiled spaces
of family and faith
and fraternity
home to the hearth
mighty weary but
clean once again
From my book Human Waters
turn the key
drop the chains
from the heart
open up
the pale skin
let the anger
and bitterness
drain from
the veins
leave the past
in a puddle
abandon the
pain pluck
the nettles
forget how
the blame
came to birth
disown guilt
through remorse
become soft
with tomorrow
enjoy these
new few
freshened days
look to bloom
in this sweet
final season
ready for
dying in
rose petal peace
clean at last