waking up at night

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lyrics

waking up at night again
getting my meds right again
blocking out the light again
starting all my fights again

burning up my frame again
dancing with that flame again
swearing off his name again
going through the pain again

doing what i should again
trying to feel good again
i don't know if i could again
i don't know i don't know

i'm cutting out drinking,
swallowing my vitamins
rinsing and repeating
i don't know what i believe but this
greenery's growing
the calendar keeps going
and i hope it's getting better
i am trying to find the center

don't know how to start again
feel it in my heart again
wish that i felt smart again
can't make any art again

trying not to eat again
digging through your feed again
i don't know what i need again
i don't know i don't know
i'm cutting out drinking
swallowing my vitamins and
rinsing and repeating
i don't know what i believe but this
garden is blooming
my friends they keep on moving
and i want it to be better
i am trying to find the center

i am waking up at night again

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from want, released July 26, 2024

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MAITA Portland, Oregon

"want" is out July 26 on Fluff & Gravy Records.

MAITA uses her songs -- bursting, overflowing with language and sharp turns of phrase -- as a forum for unvarnished expression."- KEXP

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Mississippi Studios

Portland, OR
Dec 15

Sunset Tavern

Seattle, WA

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