So I am a worrier. This is one thing I do well. I have to plan, pre-plan and pre-pre-plan to feel comfortable going forward. I hate surprises, please don't surprise me; I mean that. There have been countless nights I've laid awake and worried, times when my pre-pre planning has fell through and surprises that caught me off guard. On the eve before we leave for Seattle for our embryo transfer I can not help but be overwhelmed with emotions, anxiety and the inevitable fear of the unknown…
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