Rana

“you are not a second choice they didn’t choose you not because you are not worthy but because they weren’t built to love you i know their arms feel like they were supposed to carry you but their lack of strength is not a testimony of the weight of your soul but rather the weakness of theirs you are not too much”
― Whitney Hanson, Home

“I have a bad habbit
of clinging to the people and places
that have been hurting me
today I asked myself to explain why
because sometimes
it doesn't make sense to me either
this is the conclusion I have come to
I stay because although im treated poorly
I find comfort in the surety
of knowing exactly what I'm getting
moving on is a commitment to uncertainty
and things could always be worse
on the other side of a big jump

I have never been good with risk
I don't like to gamble
I like control”
― Whitney Hanson, Home

“If it failed I had no choice but to hang myself, a resolve which was tantamount to a bet on the existence of God.”
― Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human

“Loving you
felt like leaving a book out in the wind
the pages turned too fast for me to read
I dient get enough time
to adore you
to explore you
to trace your lines with my fingertips
and reread my favorite parts
to live the story I knew we we meant to be
before I knew it
the book was closed
the story was over
- unfinished”
― Whitney Hanson, Home