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202 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1981
"We can go to my home - July said it, standing in the living-room where he had never sat down, as he would say 'We can buy a little bit paraffin' when there was a stain to be removed from the floor. That he should have been the one to decide what they should do, that their helplessness, in their own house, should have made it clear to him that he must do this - the sheer unlikeliness was the logic of their position."
"How was she to have known, until she came here, that the special consideration she had shown for his dignity as a man, while he was by definition a servant, would become his humiliation itself, the one thing there was to say between them that had any meaning."
"Of course, 'July' was a name for whites to use; for fifteen years they had not been told what the chief's subject was really called."
"She was unsteady with something that was not anger but a struggle: her inability to enter into a relation of subservience with him that she had never had with Bam."
"On this night alone - Saturday - were the people awake among their sleeping companions, their animals; in the darkness(Drawing away, up from it, in the mind, like an eagle putting distance between his talons and the earth) the firelight of their party was a pocket torch held under the blanket of the universe. Heat and dark began to dissolve and she had to go in. There were no gutters; the soft rain was soundless on the thatch."
"It was the first time there had been rain since they came; the worn thatch darkened and began helplessly to conduct water down its smooth stalks; it dripped and dribbled. Insects crawled and flew in. They were activated by the moisture, broke from the chrysalis of darkness that had kept them in the walls, in the roof. She knew that the lamp attracted them but she kept it on. The flying cockroaches that hit her face were creatures she was familiar with."
She rolled her jeans high, yellow bruises and fine, purple-red ruptured blood-vessels of her thighs, blue varicose ropes behind her knees, coarse hair of her calves against the white skin showed as if she had somehow forgotten her thirty-nine years and scars of childbearing and got into the brief shorts worn by the adolescent dancer on mine property. July's unsmiling wife was laughing; looking straight at those white legs: she did not turn away when Maureen caught her at it. Laughing: why shouldn't she? July's wife with those great hams outbalancing the rest of her - Maureen laughed back at her, at her small pretty tight-drawn face whose blackness was a closed quality acting upon it from within rather than a matter of pigment. Why should the white woman be ashamed to be seen in her weaknesses, blemishes, as she saw the other woman's?
They made love, wrestling together with deep resonance coming to each through the other's body, in the presence of their children breathing close round them and the nightly intimacy of cockroaches, crickets, and mice feeling-out the darkness of the hut; of the sleeping settlement; of the bush.
July broke into snickering embarrassment at her ignorance of a kind of authority not understood - his; and anyway, he had told them - everybody - about the vehicle.
--Told them what?-- She was confident of his wily good sense; he had worked for her for years. Often Bam couldn't follow his broken English, but he and she understood each other well.
--I tell them you give it to me.--
Bam blew laughter. --Who'll believe that.--
--They know, they know what it is happening, the trouble in town. The white people are chased away from their houses and we take. Everybody is like that, isn't it?--
--But you can't drive.-- She was anxious, for their safety, he should be believed.
--How they know I'm not driving? Everybody is know I'm living fifteen years in town, I'm knowing plenty things.-- [p.13]
--You say I can come inside?-- He used to have the habit of knocking at a door, asking, The master he say I can come in?, and they had tried to train him to drop the 'master' for the ubiquitously respectful 'sir'. He had an armful of wood under a torn fertilizer bag; of course (and he was right) it would not have occurred to them to bring some wood into shelter when the rain began. --You make small fire inside today, s'coming little bit cold.-- Royce was coughing himself awake. --Yes, you see-- The child's gaze came to consciousness on him, restfully, confident. He had dropped his city plastic raincoat and was the familiar figure bending about some task, khaki-trousered backside higher than felted black head - he began at once to lay a hearth-fire. [p.53]
The sun brought the steamy smell of urine-wet cloth from the bundles of baby on the mothers' backs. The women hitched up their skirts in vleis and their feet spread, ooze coming up between their toes, like the claws of marsh-birds; walking on firm ground, the coating of mud dried matt in the sun and shod them to mid-calf. [Maureen] rolled her jeans high, yellow bruises and fine, purple-red ruptured blood-vessels of her thighs, blue varicose ropes behind her knees, coarse hair of her calves against the white skin showed as if she had somehow forgotten her thirty-nine years and scars of child-bearing and got in the brief shorts worn by the adolescent dancer on mine property. [p.92]
Her neck was weathered red and over-printed with dark freckles down to a half-circle bisected with a V, the limits of the T-shirt and cotton blouse which were her wardrobe. [Bam] would never have believed that pale hot neck under long hair when she was young could become her father's neck that he remembered in a Sunday morning bowling shirt. [p.90]
But as soon as [Daniel] was ten yards off [Maureen and July] both knew it was a pretext to get him out of the way. Maureen felt it had been decided she had come to look for July; helpless before the circumstantial evidence that they were now alone, again, as they were when he came to the hut and she was aware he was looking behind her to see if anyone was inside. [p.95]
--Anyway, I don't want the other women to find food for my family. I must do it myself.-- But here they both knew the illusion of that statement, even while they let it stand. July's women, July's family - she and her family were fed by them, succoured by them, hidden by them. She looked at her servant: they [the Smales] were their creatures, like their cattle and pigs.
--The women have their work. They must do it. This is their place, we are always living here and they are doing all things, all things how it must be. You don't need work for them in their place.--
[...]
--I like to be with other women sometimes. And there are the children, too. We manage to talk a bit. I've found out Martha does understand - a little. Afrikaans, not English. It's just that she's shy to try.--
The pleasant smile of her old position; at the same time using his wife's name with the familiarity of women for one another.
He settled stockily on his legs. --It's no good for you to go out there with the women.--
She tackled him. --Why? But why?--
--No good.-- [pp.96-7]